The act of wallowing in disappointment breeds selfishness.
❤ bernice
not a whisper, not a thought; 7:02 PM



I wish I am stronger.

Stronger to keep an unwielding faith.

Stronger to be indifferent to what people may judge.

Stronger to be me...
❤ bernice
not a whisper, not a thought; 11:18 PM



Finding a way back.

My emotions just hit rock-bottom.

It’s impossible to meet everyone’s expectations.

It’s foolish to heed everyone’s advice especially when they never stated how.

I am appalled by my own words and actions.

Just what am I trying to prove?

I want to dig a hole and hide.

I want to reconcile with myself.
❤ bernice
not a whisper, not a thought; 1:08 AM








Ice always shatters before it melts...







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not a whisper, not a thought; 5:35 PM



Bernice is looking through a glass panel.
She wants to feel the rain.
But there was the glass panel...

Thanks to Koh Yu Wen, I'm addicted to the song.

Shape of My Heart
Backstreet Boys

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart

❤ bernice
not a whisper, not a thought; 11:31 PM



Fragmented.

The harder I try, the further I drift...


❤ bernice
not a whisper, not a thought; 12:51 AM



Washing my face with tears while watching The Armageddon.

Later, feeling all emotional and bitter after watching The Atonement.

Now I'm all choked up for the lack of faith.
❤ bernice
not a whisper, not a thought; 1:01 PM



God bless Sarah and Bernice.

We talked.

We stoned.

We shopped.

And we criticized the disgusting bartender.

Woots.

The ultimate laughable pair.
❤ bernice
not a whisper, not a thought; 11:25 PM